Yes I’m
sure that whether we like it or not
our
innermost gaze is turned
to the cave
and the rock,
to their
maze filled with vast
preparatory
silence.
Now we are
facing it and waiting
for the
gesture of words.
It is even
more silent, the mountain grass
where the
rock lies.
And when
the sun hides
the green
seems to have absorbed all cries,
short
stalks in the wind, each in its berth,
impenetrable
and alert.
Rough
essentials, a shower of rain
and soon
the rock is dry again
and the
grass greener in the cleansed hush.
Since it’s
midday we stop
and unpack
our lunch and sit on the rock
and eat and
digress in the wind,
talking..
we love its insubstantial stream.
Silence is
deeper after we have talked
when we
wait a little before resuming our walk.
Silence is
the rock and the wind
and the
very words we forgot, or can’t quite admit
we were
waiting for.
The words
within the words,
the riddle
we would cherish,
the
ultimate mirage maybe,
the
swarming clap of a stony outburst.
Cows are
grazing in the pasture nearby,
we hear
bells clang in the chapping jaws’ lull.
Our dog is
crouched, enjoying the grass,
munching
stalks with meditative nonchalance.
The rock
doesn’t speak,
the cave
moans in its draughts,
we hardly
expected anything different
but we
indulge by the stone, maybe this
is the only
purpose we have time for,
wind
bending the grass,
the large
invisible sweeping hand,
while clouds’ shadows sail
and stalks
thread the gusts
in trimming
cells like tinkling bells,
flicker-lit,
in and out of the land,
on moss and
mulch,
ready to
hook our next
scattering
selves.
And there'll be only the wait.
And there'll be only the wait.