Dark and
low clouds outside
and the
shuffling of leaves on leaves,
from the
oak, rusty hue, dusty orange.
I’m in bed,
shutters closed,
I am awake,
I know it’s early
and I lie
in the wake of my having been
early for
ages, waiting for whatever
bides its
time.
Dark and
still, I sense the low clouds
in the
absence of wind.
The
countryside and its stare,
the
scattering and gazing of here into there,
maybe I
began as a digressing child
giving a
face to the countryside,
eyes
breathing, seeping into skin,
earth in
its damp progressing within
and eyes
crediting marvels, unseen,
loving the
familiar unknown, within.
Now I am
hearing a sound that’s almost a sting,
but it’s
soon clear it is a close chirping
like tatted
lace in the shutter
indulging
in the fabric of its own matter.
The dark
filling with fingers of light,
the
chirping like an audible smile,
even now,
on the year’s decline:
I can’t but
believe in what begins.